they are clunky and big and i want them so baaaaaad. i just need to figure out if i can justify it being a hundred and twenty-eight smackaroos! that's pretty much what the bed frame i want from ikea costs! decisions a girl has to make.
Monday, July 20, 2009
oh my cheese whiz
they are clunky and big and i want them so baaaaaad. i just need to figure out if i can justify it being a hundred and twenty-eight smackaroos! that's pretty much what the bed frame i want from ikea costs! decisions a girl has to make.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
anirtak
anirtak aka my fave etsy person everrrrr is doing a giveaway this month on her blog and it's this massively cute elephant:
sooooo basically, this means you need to go check out herr blog and etsy shop so i can totes win that cute baby and save up my money so i can buy the fork and spoon still before someone else snatches it up! or you know, y'all can buy it for me.
blog: http://elementnineteen.wordpress.com/
etsy shop: http://www.etsy.com/shop.php?user_id=4749
sooooo basically, this means you need to go check out herr blog and etsy shop so i can totes win that cute baby and save up my money so i can buy the fork and spoon still before someone else snatches it up! or you know, y'all can buy it for me.
blog: http://elementnineteen.wordpress.com/
etsy shop: http://www.etsy.com/shop.php?user_id=4749
Saturday, July 18, 2009
note(s) to self...just to be safe
- don't listen to depressing music while already bummed. it exacerbates the problem that much more.
- lolcats are still the best thing the internet has to offer.
- make a bucket list one day
- be proud of yourself once a day for something
- find something about yourself you find beautiful
- don't ever be afraid of anything. the only thing to fear is fear itself.
- find the guys who invented the macarena and punch them.
- learn how to dance
- smile more
- lolcats are still the best thing the internet has to offer.
- make a bucket list one day
- be proud of yourself once a day for something
- find something about yourself you find beautiful
- don't ever be afraid of anything. the only thing to fear is fear itself.
- find the guys who invented the macarena and punch them.
- learn how to dance
- smile more
Sunday, July 12, 2009
boys
are funny creatures.
i just want one that will put the same amount of effort into trying to be involved with me as i do them. i don't ask for a lot of time and i'm not overly clingy. once a week is normally perfect for me. i don't demand attention or to be taken out or pampered. i don't get jealous easily and i try to avoid as much as drama as possible.
that being said, i just want things to settle down in my life. i want to find a decent guy that wants to spend a little time with me and maybe hold my hand and cuddle once in a while. hang out and have random adventures with me. smile for no reason.
maybe i'm asking for and expecting too much. love like the movies doesn't exist but i'm aiming for something awfully close.
i just want one that will put the same amount of effort into trying to be involved with me as i do them. i don't ask for a lot of time and i'm not overly clingy. once a week is normally perfect for me. i don't demand attention or to be taken out or pampered. i don't get jealous easily and i try to avoid as much as drama as possible.
that being said, i just want things to settle down in my life. i want to find a decent guy that wants to spend a little time with me and maybe hold my hand and cuddle once in a while. hang out and have random adventures with me. smile for no reason.
maybe i'm asking for and expecting too much. love like the movies doesn't exist but i'm aiming for something awfully close.
Friday, July 3, 2009
i love this baby
this little beast is known as burglar. she's crazy. she's my favorite thing about coming home at the end of the day. she likes to wake me up by ninja attacking my foot and headbutting my chin. i lovez her.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
stolen from the bessie; excellent mood and no reason for it
Are you dating the last person you talked to?
nope. single eagle and cool with it.
When is the last time you took a nap?
about a week ago but not for lack of trying
What are you listening to right now?
jenny lewis 'next messiah'
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my mom
What was on your mind most today?
cheese. not even joking.
Something that happened today that made you angry?
my aunt barged into my room while i was half naked. not fucking cool. my cha chas were out all willy nilly for a good five minutes while she stood there. oy.
Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
both really. i'd rather not hide them because it builds up and makes me feel odd.
Do you wear makeup?
depends on the day
Are you missing someone?
yes but i don't know who it is
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
for the most part. there are some things that can't be given another chance. cheating, major lies, etc.
What instant messaging service do you use?
aim
Would you date/hook up with your brother's best friend?
LMAO, HELL NO. he makes fun of me and my boots. i want to punch him in the face.
What color is your hair?
brownish
Who was the last person you hugged?
the boys i babysit for. they give me hugs when they're really happy. i like it.
Who was the last person you talked to in person?
my aunt...while half naked.
What are you doing tonight?
either laying around the house or playing rock band with some friends
What did you do yesterday?
slept, went to lunch with my sister and her boyfriend, went to school for my midterm, went to dinner with my folks and watched some movies
Are you happy right now?
yeah, i am
Is your phone beside you?
in my pocket
Are you cold?
nope
First thing you do when you wake up?
roll over and push the cat away so i can go back to sleep sans tail in my mouth
How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
depends on how tired i am
What do your friends call you?
jill, jilly, jillybeans, jitterbug, etc etc etc.
What is your pet's name?
burglar
Do you cry a lot?
not as much as i used to. people don't really how sensitive i actually i am but when i cry, it's epic scale.
Would you prefer to date a celebrity?
my idea of 'celebrity' is not like others so there's some band dudes i would not mind but i never would stand a chance so no
Are you good at keeping secrets?
depends on the secret
Do you participate in gym class?
dodgeball ftw
What are you doing tomorrow?
working and going to class
First person under 'F' on your cell phone?
fusian, hahahahaha
What would you do if your last crush came up to you and apologized for something they did?
think that hell froze over, jussayin
Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
nope
Have you ever flirted with a friends crush?
no way! there are unwritten codes that say you never go after a friend's man. gosh.
Last movie you watched?
this japanese short called rattle rattle. it was dumb dumb.
Has anyone ever sang to you?
not really
If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
probably not. i'd get eaten by a goose or something.
What is your favorite color?
gray and pink
What color are your eyes?
hazel
Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?
my daddy the other night
Do you like your parents?
for the most part. i love them but sometimes we disagree hardcore.
Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?
sleep
How long does it take you to shower?
about five minutes. baths take longer.
Think back eight months ago, were you single?
when am i not?
When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
about half the time
How are you feeling?
a little groggy, full from lunch but mostly content with my day
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
nope
What were you doing right before you logged into Myspace?
i never log into myspace anymore so i have no clue
Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?
i did a long time ago. now, it's an urn from nightmare before christmas.
Do you want to start over with anyone?
not really, no
What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
blue cheese, yum yum
Do you like the night time?
i really do
Anything you would change about your life right now?
there's always room for improvement
Would you ever give your number out to a stranger?
i have before
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
and in parking lots. i have no shame.
Could you cry right now?
nope
Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
sometimes when i think about my grandparents
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
not very often. i lack internal sensors.
Do you have an older brother?
yes and he's a complete douchenugget. last time i saw him, he put me in a headlock. i'm going to kick him in the jewels one day.
Are you okay with the life you live?
pretty much. i wish there was more spontaneity sometimes but considering what i have to do with my family, there's a lack of it and i'm fine with it for now.
Last person you told a secret to?
probably my-linh. i tell her everything.
Do you believe true love can conquer anything?
no prince charmings but there are people that come close
Do you like to take walks?
sometimes
Can you recall the last person you liked a lot?
of course
What would you name your future daughter?
i don't know
Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put your hood up?
hoodie
How much money did you spend today?
none but i need to get gas at some point
What are you sitting on right now?
computer chair
What's something you really want right now, be honest
to have a break, to have someone to cuddle and to have some pie
How do you feel about your hair right now?
i need to straighten it so i can go to work cos i look a hot mess
Do you talk a lot?
duh
Can you play pool?
yes but i'm not good
Who was the last person you shared a blanket with?
my-linh during the nba draft
Has anybody ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
once
Name something great that happened today.
i ate cheese.
Who was the last person's voice you heard?
my aunt's. it's not pretty.
When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
this morning
Do you curse a lot?
fuck yeah, i do
Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
female
What are you not looking forward to?
i can't think of anything
Are you a jealous person?
not really
When was the last time you ate skittles?
easter?
Anyone you're looking forward to seeing soon?
every day, whoever i meet
Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad?
not really, been kind of bummed over some things but not mad
Do you ever hang out with people you don't like just because you are bored?
no! that's stupid.
Do you have siblings over the age of 21?
yes
What is your favorite kind of weather?
cold
Are you a loud person?
yes
Are you a fast typer?
yes but i'm what they call a chicken pecker. i only use two fingers.
Have you ever moved?
i think my total is four but i only remember three of them.
Do you usually write with good grammar?
I AM A STICKLER FOR GOOD GRAMMAR. it annoys me when people type horribly.
nope. single eagle and cool with it.
When is the last time you took a nap?
about a week ago but not for lack of trying
What are you listening to right now?
jenny lewis 'next messiah'
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my mom
What was on your mind most today?
cheese. not even joking.
Something that happened today that made you angry?
my aunt barged into my room while i was half naked. not fucking cool. my cha chas were out all willy nilly for a good five minutes while she stood there. oy.
Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
both really. i'd rather not hide them because it builds up and makes me feel odd.
Do you wear makeup?
depends on the day
Are you missing someone?
yes but i don't know who it is
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
for the most part. there are some things that can't be given another chance. cheating, major lies, etc.
What instant messaging service do you use?
aim
Would you date/hook up with your brother's best friend?
LMAO, HELL NO. he makes fun of me and my boots. i want to punch him in the face.
What color is your hair?
brownish
Who was the last person you hugged?
the boys i babysit for. they give me hugs when they're really happy. i like it.
Who was the last person you talked to in person?
my aunt...while half naked.
What are you doing tonight?
either laying around the house or playing rock band with some friends
What did you do yesterday?
slept, went to lunch with my sister and her boyfriend, went to school for my midterm, went to dinner with my folks and watched some movies
Are you happy right now?
yeah, i am
Is your phone beside you?
in my pocket
Are you cold?
nope
First thing you do when you wake up?
roll over and push the cat away so i can go back to sleep sans tail in my mouth
How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
depends on how tired i am
What do your friends call you?
jill, jilly, jillybeans, jitterbug, etc etc etc.
What is your pet's name?
burglar
Do you cry a lot?
not as much as i used to. people don't really how sensitive i actually i am but when i cry, it's epic scale.
Would you prefer to date a celebrity?
my idea of 'celebrity' is not like others so there's some band dudes i would not mind but i never would stand a chance so no
Are you good at keeping secrets?
depends on the secret
Do you participate in gym class?
dodgeball ftw
What are you doing tomorrow?
working and going to class
First person under 'F' on your cell phone?
fusian, hahahahaha
What would you do if your last crush came up to you and apologized for something they did?
think that hell froze over, jussayin
Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
nope
Have you ever flirted with a friends crush?
no way! there are unwritten codes that say you never go after a friend's man. gosh.
Last movie you watched?
this japanese short called rattle rattle. it was dumb dumb.
Has anyone ever sang to you?
not really
If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
probably not. i'd get eaten by a goose or something.
What is your favorite color?
gray and pink
What color are your eyes?
hazel
Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?
my daddy the other night
Do you like your parents?
for the most part. i love them but sometimes we disagree hardcore.
Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?
sleep
How long does it take you to shower?
about five minutes. baths take longer.
Think back eight months ago, were you single?
when am i not?
When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
about half the time
How are you feeling?
a little groggy, full from lunch but mostly content with my day
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
nope
What were you doing right before you logged into Myspace?
i never log into myspace anymore so i have no clue
Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?
i did a long time ago. now, it's an urn from nightmare before christmas.
Do you want to start over with anyone?
not really, no
What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
blue cheese, yum yum
Do you like the night time?
i really do
Anything you would change about your life right now?
there's always room for improvement
Would you ever give your number out to a stranger?
i have before
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
and in parking lots. i have no shame.
Could you cry right now?
nope
Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
sometimes when i think about my grandparents
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
not very often. i lack internal sensors.
Do you have an older brother?
yes and he's a complete douchenugget. last time i saw him, he put me in a headlock. i'm going to kick him in the jewels one day.
Are you okay with the life you live?
pretty much. i wish there was more spontaneity sometimes but considering what i have to do with my family, there's a lack of it and i'm fine with it for now.
Last person you told a secret to?
probably my-linh. i tell her everything.
Do you believe true love can conquer anything?
no prince charmings but there are people that come close
Do you like to take walks?
sometimes
Can you recall the last person you liked a lot?
of course
What would you name your future daughter?
i don't know
Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put your hood up?
hoodie
How much money did you spend today?
none but i need to get gas at some point
What are you sitting on right now?
computer chair
What's something you really want right now, be honest
to have a break, to have someone to cuddle and to have some pie
How do you feel about your hair right now?
i need to straighten it so i can go to work cos i look a hot mess
Do you talk a lot?
duh
Can you play pool?
yes but i'm not good
Who was the last person you shared a blanket with?
my-linh during the nba draft
Has anybody ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
once
Name something great that happened today.
i ate cheese.
Who was the last person's voice you heard?
my aunt's. it's not pretty.
When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
this morning
Do you curse a lot?
fuck yeah, i do
Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
female
What are you not looking forward to?
i can't think of anything
Are you a jealous person?
not really
When was the last time you ate skittles?
easter?
Anyone you're looking forward to seeing soon?
every day, whoever i meet
Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad?
not really, been kind of bummed over some things but not mad
Do you ever hang out with people you don't like just because you are bored?
no! that's stupid.
Do you have siblings over the age of 21?
yes
What is your favorite kind of weather?
cold
Are you a loud person?
yes
Are you a fast typer?
yes but i'm what they call a chicken pecker. i only use two fingers.
Have you ever moved?
i think my total is four but i only remember three of them.
Do you usually write with good grammar?
I AM A STICKLER FOR GOOD GRAMMAR. it annoys me when people type horribly.
Monday, June 29, 2009
recap on the crazy ass week
- i finally got my first tattoos
- fell in love with rocky horror and the rich weirdos.
- motorboated fake boobs. let me just say, trannies are creative as fuck when it comes to making fake chachis.
- got told by a drag queen that i was fierce. felt amazing.
- actually dressed up a few times this week. felt pretty. liked the feeling. a lot.
- i have grown tired of the chase. always the chaser, never the chasee. waiting to see what happens.
- in regards to that last one, not rushing anything anymore and feeling good about it. waiting to see what life throws at me.
- fell in love with rocky horror and the rich weirdos.
- motorboated fake boobs. let me just say, trannies are creative as fuck when it comes to making fake chachis.
- got told by a drag queen that i was fierce. felt amazing.
- actually dressed up a few times this week. felt pretty. liked the feeling. a lot.
- i have grown tired of the chase. always the chaser, never the chasee. waiting to see what happens.
- in regards to that last one, not rushing anything anymore and feeling good about it. waiting to see what life throws at me.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
alphabetz
don't feel much like blogging so here's a swiped survey
A
- Available: yarp
- Age: 22
- Annoyance: bad drivers, being underestimated, unnecessarily rude people, indecisiveness
- Animal: burglar the cat dog
- Actor: simon pegg and nick frost all the way
B
- Beer: nasty as shit. give me the hard liquor please.
- Birthday/Birthplace: march 24, 1987 in oak lawn, illinois
- Best Friends: my-linh, lydia, amber, may, josh
- Body Part on opposite sex: beards beards beards
- Best feeling in the world: the kind of happy where you feel so giddy that your heart feels like it's going to burst open
- Blind or Deaf: blind because you can still feel and understand what things may look like but not being able to hear would drive me mad
- Best weather: five minutes before it storms and the wind is going crazy and it cools off a lot/ fall and winter weather
- Been in Love: not yet but still holding out
- Been bitched out?: lmao, all the time
- Been on stage?: yep!
- Believe in yourself?: depends on the dat
- Believe in life on other planets: not sure yet
- Believe in miracles: yes
- Believe in Magic: FUCK YES
- Believe in God: debatable
- Believe in Satan: i can think of a few people i call satan
- Believe in Santa: ho ho ho no
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: not really until i see it
- Believe in Evolution: meh, impartial
C
- Car: hyaundai elantra
- Candy: cry baby extra sour tears are ballinnnnn
- Color: gray
- Cried in school: yup
- Chocolate/Vanilla: i love both
- Chinese/Mexican: chinese
- Cake or pie: pie
- Country to visit: i wanna go to iceland something fierce. i don't know why but i just really want to.
D
- Day or Night: night
- Dream vehicle: 1969 fully restore ford mustang. mmmmm.
- Danced: in my bedroom
- Dance in the rain?: with little kids
- Do the splits?: LMAO NO
E
- Eggs: worst. food. EVER.
- Eyes: hazel. they change colors depending on the situation. i am a walking mood ring.
- Everyone has a: heart.
- Ever failed a class? nope
F
- First crush: i still remember, will not name names for the life of me
- Full name: jillian leigh leonhardt
- First thoughts waking up: what the fuck did i just dream about?
- Food: my number one all time fave is chocolate pudding pie
G
- Greatest Fear: never finding love, being alone
- Giver or taker: giver
- Goals: i have way too many. i'm starting a bucket list.
- Gum: orbit all the way
- Get along with your parents?: the majority of the time
- Good luck charm: nothing
In guys/girls
Eye color: doesn't matter
Hair Color: dark colors
Height: any but normally prefer taller
Clothing Style: normally scenester style, tight jeans, band shirts, beards are the best accessory
Characteristics: intelligent, funny, romantic, affectionate, silly, sweet, quick thinker, assertive
H
- Hair Color: right now, dark brown. naturally, blonde.
- Height: 5'7
- Happy: most of the time
- Holiday: halloween
- How do you want to die: either in my sleep or doing something heroic
- Health freak?: yeaaaaaah right
- Hate: i don't hate, i strongly dislike
I
- Ice Cream: cherry garcia
- Instrument: none but i like to sing
J
- Jewelry: earring in the tragus, bar through my ear, multicolored gauges (i'm at a 4), hoop through my septum, ring on my middle finger, hair tie as a bracelet
- Job: nanny
K
- Kids: who knows?
- Kickboxing or karate: kickboxing
- Keep a journal?: this is as close as it gets
L
- Longest Car Ride: chicago to orlando when i was little, orlando to new york city last summer
- Love: everything
- Letter: q. it's so underrated.
- Laughed so hard you cried: damn straight. i have funny friends.
- Love at first sight: i believe in it.
M
- Milk flavor: white.
- Movie: stardust.
- Mooned anyone?: LMAO YEP AND FLASHED, TOO.
- Marriage: we'll see
- Motion sickness? no. sea sickness, yes.
- McD’s or BK: neither. team taco bell.
N
- Number of Siblings: 3
- Number of Piercings: 5, 4 in the ears and 1 in the septum
- Number: 13
O
- Overused Phrases: like, holy crap, fuck
- One wish: to be a mermaid for the day
- One phobia: large crowds
P
- Place you’d like to live: atlanta or canada
- Perfect Pizza: lazy moon with goat cheese and sundried tomatoes
- Pepsi/Coke: coke zero
Q
- Quail: man?
- Questionaires: amuse me
R
- Reason to cry: boys
- Reality T.V.: is slightly an addiction
- Radio Station: if i have to, xl 106.7
- Roll your tongue in a circle? can do
S
- Song: murder by death's 'three men hanging'
- Shoe size: 11
- Salad Dressing: ranch
- Sushi: YUM
- Skipped school: yes
- Slept outside: not really
- Seen a dead body? yes
- Smoked?: mebbe
- Skinny dipped? yup
- Shower daily? prefer baths
- Sing well?: tolerable. my sister told me i have a pretty voice.
- In the shower? too much
- Swear?: fuck yeah
- Stuffed Animals?: in my closet and storage boxes
- Single/Group dates: much prefer single
- Strawberries/Blueberries: raspberries
- Scientists need to invent: cures for diseases and flying cars
- Time for bed: whenever
- Thunderstorms: scare me sometimes
- TV: travel channel and food network ftw
- Touch your tongue to your nose:? nope
- Unpredictable: everything
V
- Vegetable you hate: brussel sprouts
- Vegetable you love: sugar snap peas
- Vacation spot: anywhere with my friend
W
- Weakness: being too sensitive
- When you grow up: i wanna be in the circus
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: lydia. she's my black twin.
- Who makes you laugh the most: all of them.
- Worst feeling: being heartbroken
- Wanted to be a model?: maybe for fat people clothes
- Where do we go when we die: hawaii
- Worst weather: any day that i can't go outside
X
-X-Rays: i've had too many to count
Y
-Year it is now: 2009
-Yellow: submarine
Z
- Zoo animal: penguins/monkeys. the monkeys fling poo, the penguins wear tuxedos.
- Zodiac sign: aries
LAST PERSON WHO…
1. Slept in a bed beside you? my-linh at isdc
2. Last person to see you cry? i think it was my-linh and maybe mike the day my uncle died
3. Went to the movies with you? my-linh, amber and juan to see 'up'
4. You went to the mall with? myself
5. You went to dinner with? the family
6. You talked to on the phone? my mom
7. Made you laugh? the boys
A
- Available: yarp
- Age: 22
- Annoyance: bad drivers, being underestimated, unnecessarily rude people, indecisiveness
- Animal: burglar the cat dog
- Actor: simon pegg and nick frost all the way
B
- Beer: nasty as shit. give me the hard liquor please.
- Birthday/Birthplace: march 24, 1987 in oak lawn, illinois
- Best Friends: my-linh, lydia, amber, may, josh
- Body Part on opposite sex: beards beards beards
- Best feeling in the world: the kind of happy where you feel so giddy that your heart feels like it's going to burst open
- Blind or Deaf: blind because you can still feel and understand what things may look like but not being able to hear would drive me mad
- Best weather: five minutes before it storms and the wind is going crazy and it cools off a lot/ fall and winter weather
- Been in Love: not yet but still holding out
- Been bitched out?: lmao, all the time
- Been on stage?: yep!
- Believe in yourself?: depends on the dat
- Believe in life on other planets: not sure yet
- Believe in miracles: yes
- Believe in Magic: FUCK YES
- Believe in God: debatable
- Believe in Satan: i can think of a few people i call satan
- Believe in Santa: ho ho ho no
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: not really until i see it
- Believe in Evolution: meh, impartial
C
- Car: hyaundai elantra
- Candy: cry baby extra sour tears are ballinnnnn
- Color: gray
- Cried in school: yup
- Chocolate/Vanilla: i love both
- Chinese/Mexican: chinese
- Cake or pie: pie
- Country to visit: i wanna go to iceland something fierce. i don't know why but i just really want to.
D
- Day or Night: night
- Dream vehicle: 1969 fully restore ford mustang. mmmmm.
- Danced: in my bedroom
- Dance in the rain?: with little kids
- Do the splits?: LMAO NO
E
- Eggs: worst. food. EVER.
- Eyes: hazel. they change colors depending on the situation. i am a walking mood ring.
- Everyone has a: heart.
- Ever failed a class? nope
F
- First crush: i still remember, will not name names for the life of me
- Full name: jillian leigh leonhardt
- First thoughts waking up: what the fuck did i just dream about?
- Food: my number one all time fave is chocolate pudding pie
G
- Greatest Fear: never finding love, being alone
- Giver or taker: giver
- Goals: i have way too many. i'm starting a bucket list.
- Gum: orbit all the way
- Get along with your parents?: the majority of the time
- Good luck charm: nothing
In guys/girls
Eye color: doesn't matter
Hair Color: dark colors
Height: any but normally prefer taller
Clothing Style: normally scenester style, tight jeans, band shirts, beards are the best accessory
Characteristics: intelligent, funny, romantic, affectionate, silly, sweet, quick thinker, assertive
H
- Hair Color: right now, dark brown. naturally, blonde.
- Height: 5'7
- Happy: most of the time
- Holiday: halloween
- How do you want to die: either in my sleep or doing something heroic
- Health freak?: yeaaaaaah right
- Hate: i don't hate, i strongly dislike
I
- Ice Cream: cherry garcia
- Instrument: none but i like to sing
J
- Jewelry: earring in the tragus, bar through my ear, multicolored gauges (i'm at a 4), hoop through my septum, ring on my middle finger, hair tie as a bracelet
- Job: nanny
K
- Kids: who knows?
- Kickboxing or karate: kickboxing
- Keep a journal?: this is as close as it gets
L
- Longest Car Ride: chicago to orlando when i was little, orlando to new york city last summer
- Love: everything
- Letter: q. it's so underrated.
- Laughed so hard you cried: damn straight. i have funny friends.
- Love at first sight: i believe in it.
M
- Milk flavor: white.
- Movie: stardust.
- Mooned anyone?: LMAO YEP AND FLASHED, TOO.
- Marriage: we'll see
- Motion sickness? no. sea sickness, yes.
- McD’s or BK: neither. team taco bell.
N
- Number of Siblings: 3
- Number of Piercings: 5, 4 in the ears and 1 in the septum
- Number: 13
O
- Overused Phrases: like, holy crap, fuck
- One wish: to be a mermaid for the day
- One phobia: large crowds
P
- Place you’d like to live: atlanta or canada
- Perfect Pizza: lazy moon with goat cheese and sundried tomatoes
- Pepsi/Coke: coke zero
Q
- Quail: man?
- Questionaires: amuse me
R
- Reason to cry: boys
- Reality T.V.: is slightly an addiction
- Radio Station: if i have to, xl 106.7
- Roll your tongue in a circle? can do
S
- Song: murder by death's 'three men hanging'
- Shoe size: 11
- Salad Dressing: ranch
- Sushi: YUM
- Skipped school: yes
- Slept outside: not really
- Seen a dead body? yes
- Smoked?: mebbe
- Skinny dipped? yup
- Shower daily? prefer baths
- Sing well?: tolerable. my sister told me i have a pretty voice.
- In the shower? too much
- Swear?: fuck yeah
- Stuffed Animals?: in my closet and storage boxes
- Single/Group dates: much prefer single
- Strawberries/Blueberries: raspberries
- Scientists need to invent: cures for diseases and flying cars
- Time for bed: whenever
- Thunderstorms: scare me sometimes
- TV: travel channel and food network ftw
- Touch your tongue to your nose:? nope
- Unpredictable: everything
V
- Vegetable you hate: brussel sprouts
- Vegetable you love: sugar snap peas
- Vacation spot: anywhere with my friend
W
- Weakness: being too sensitive
- When you grow up: i wanna be in the circus
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: lydia. she's my black twin.
- Who makes you laugh the most: all of them.
- Worst feeling: being heartbroken
- Wanted to be a model?: maybe for fat people clothes
- Where do we go when we die: hawaii
- Worst weather: any day that i can't go outside
X
-X-Rays: i've had too many to count
Y
-Year it is now: 2009
-Yellow: submarine
Z
- Zoo animal: penguins/monkeys. the monkeys fling poo, the penguins wear tuxedos.
- Zodiac sign: aries
LAST PERSON WHO…
1. Slept in a bed beside you? my-linh at isdc
2. Last person to see you cry? i think it was my-linh and maybe mike the day my uncle died
3. Went to the movies with you? my-linh, amber and juan to see 'up'
4. You went to the mall with? myself
5. You went to dinner with? the family
6. You talked to on the phone? my mom
7. Made you laugh? the boys
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
babbling about things since it was a crap day
everyone has something that they turn to when they want an instant moment of gratification and to find comfort in. on cold days, people turn to hot cocoa and fires and snuggly blankets and soup. these are the things i go to when i need/want to find instant comfort.
- my cuddle pillow. i have one pillow that i sleep holding on to because it makes me feel better to fall asleep holding onto something. i have been made fun of for this but it helps me sleep faster and sleep better.
- my black navy shirt. this thing is so threadbare that there are holes worn into it and it's practically become see-through. it was one of my dad's old shirts from when he was still in the navy and it's one of my favorite possessions.
- my nightgowns. i have two that i switch between, a black silk one and a pink and gray cotton one. they're so soft and cuddly that i just feel better when i'm in one of them and lounging around.
- the cat. no matter how bad my day has been, the cat has a way to make me feel better. it could be the fact that as soon as i get in my room, she jumps up on me and nuzzles me or her licking me or her just sleeping near me. she has quickly become my favorite thing.
it's so silly but these are really the material things that make me feel better. my friends....that's a whole other blog post altogether.
- my cuddle pillow. i have one pillow that i sleep holding on to because it makes me feel better to fall asleep holding onto something. i have been made fun of for this but it helps me sleep faster and sleep better.
- my black navy shirt. this thing is so threadbare that there are holes worn into it and it's practically become see-through. it was one of my dad's old shirts from when he was still in the navy and it's one of my favorite possessions.
- my nightgowns. i have two that i switch between, a black silk one and a pink and gray cotton one. they're so soft and cuddly that i just feel better when i'm in one of them and lounging around.
- the cat. no matter how bad my day has been, the cat has a way to make me feel better. it could be the fact that as soon as i get in my room, she jumps up on me and nuzzles me or her licking me or her just sleeping near me. she has quickly become my favorite thing.
it's so silly but these are really the material things that make me feel better. my friends....that's a whole other blog post altogether.
Monday, June 8, 2009
bath routines, oh boy!
sigh, i really am girly sometimes.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
list of the weeeeeeeeek
instead of socializing with the crap ton of people that are going in and out of my sister's house at warp speed, i have holed up in her bedroom to type out some random crap. i'm not in the best of moods today so i'm hoping that i can turn my emo little frown upside down and put a smile back on. besides, there's someone somewhere worse off than myself so i really can't be too bummed out. and so, onwards with the random list of the week.
- rocket fuel (the drink) sneaks up on you real fast
- walking in high heels while tipsy is a valuable asset and one of my new favorite skills.
- the orlando magic pwns everyone
- lebron james is overhyped
- i'm way too into basketball
- fire pits are awesome
- cuddle pillows are where it's at
- i miss my sister's kitty
- i'm going to buy her a leash and see if we can't teach her to walk on it
- i want to go fly in space
- it's nice to have a good support system when you're blue (da be de da be di)
- i love my best friend
- i hate getting shitty wake up calls
- i really hate crying, especially in front of other people
- my face looks like a tomato when i get upset
- i love belting out songs in my car on the highway by myself
- i'm glad i realized that before my trip to naples/miami in july
- i ought to be able to afford my feet tattoos by the end of june
- soap operas suck
- i like making lists
i feel slightly better now. all i need now is some lolcats and kitty cuddles and all is right as rain again. ballin'.
- rocket fuel (the drink) sneaks up on you real fast
- walking in high heels while tipsy is a valuable asset and one of my new favorite skills.
- the orlando magic pwns everyone
- lebron james is overhyped
- i'm way too into basketball
- fire pits are awesome
- cuddle pillows are where it's at
- i miss my sister's kitty
- i'm going to buy her a leash and see if we can't teach her to walk on it
- i want to go fly in space
- it's nice to have a good support system when you're blue (da be de da be di)
- i love my best friend
- i hate getting shitty wake up calls
- i really hate crying, especially in front of other people
- my face looks like a tomato when i get upset
- i love belting out songs in my car on the highway by myself
- i'm glad i realized that before my trip to naples/miami in july
- i ought to be able to afford my feet tattoos by the end of june
- soap operas suck
- i like making lists
i feel slightly better now. all i need now is some lolcats and kitty cuddles and all is right as rain again. ballin'.
Monday, May 25, 2009
h8 h8 h8 h8 h8
my sister got into a sticky situation tonight. she called me to let me know that her best friend had taken her out to a trailer park in the middle of nowhere so that she could get a tattoo. not only was i mad that her friend had told me they were going elsewhere but i was fuming mad that my little sister was being endangered because of it. i wanted to yell until i was blue in the face when my little sister was finally brought home and her friend practically bolted. i'm just glad to see that she got home and got home safely but i'm still really angry that she was in danger at all.
then, to top it off, i got tagged in a note on the facebookz by a former boy interest of mine regarding sirens with the note that people tagged in it would understand why. i'm assuming he's calling me a siren because of how our situation played itself out and how the curiosity of each other lured us both in. it just sucks because it's like re-opening the same wound i had from him before. i'm fully over it but it's like another reminder of why we didn't work. i hate it because i over-analyze it all and what could have been done different but i know it wasn't meant to be.
seriously, what else could happen tonight to make it that much more maddening and confusing?
then, to top it off, i got tagged in a note on the facebookz by a former boy interest of mine regarding sirens with the note that people tagged in it would understand why. i'm assuming he's calling me a siren because of how our situation played itself out and how the curiosity of each other lured us both in. it just sucks because it's like re-opening the same wound i had from him before. i'm fully over it but it's like another reminder of why we didn't work. i hate it because i over-analyze it all and what could have been done different but i know it wasn't meant to be.
seriously, what else could happen tonight to make it that much more maddening and confusing?
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
cough cough hack hack SNEEZEZZZZZZZZZ
it is going on day nine on me having this funky cough. last monday, i started feeling really tired and sore and then my throat started kicking in and feeling weird, too. the cough kicked in later that night and the migraine started the next day. tuesday, i felt like a truck ran me over. by wednesday, i was back to feeling like my normal groovy self except for this funky ass cough!
seriously. coughs? who knew that coughs would be so bad/distracting? it keeps me awake at night, it makes me feel miserable during the day. i keep coughing everywhere in every place. nyquil with cough syrup didn't help, regular cough syrup didn't work. cough drops? forget about it! i have the mutant cough of doom!
it got so bad that i actually ended up going to the doctor, which is saying a lot. i hate going to the doctor for myself. i prefer letting things run its course and it being done but not this time. i resorted to medical help and am now on a thirty-day medicine that's supposed to dry the cough right out of me. however, it also makes me wicked groggy, it makes me super thirsty and it makes my vision blurry. pros and cons, i guess. here's to hoping the cough of doom dies out sooner than later!
seriously. coughs? who knew that coughs would be so bad/distracting? it keeps me awake at night, it makes me feel miserable during the day. i keep coughing everywhere in every place. nyquil with cough syrup didn't help, regular cough syrup didn't work. cough drops? forget about it! i have the mutant cough of doom!
it got so bad that i actually ended up going to the doctor, which is saying a lot. i hate going to the doctor for myself. i prefer letting things run its course and it being done but not this time. i resorted to medical help and am now on a thirty-day medicine that's supposed to dry the cough right out of me. however, it also makes me wicked groggy, it makes me super thirsty and it makes my vision blurry. pros and cons, i guess. here's to hoping the cough of doom dies out sooner than later!
Friday, May 8, 2009
<3 kevin devine and brian bonz
at about a minute into this video, you see the bassist, ej, point to someone in the crowd and an arm raise up in a fist pump. that fist pump is me. this is proof for my dad that i indeed got called out during the show. boo and yah.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
a story through gif files
the week before summer school is crazy. this kind of crazy:
people this past week have made me feel like this :
or this:
but things are all good and life in general makes me want to do this:
good times
people this past week have made me feel like this :
or this:
but things are all good and life in general makes me want to do this:
good times
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
can i just say
that i absolutely love winning ebay bids? i feel like a total asshole when i put in a high bid with only seconds to spare, knowing that i have just essentially shit in someone's cornflakes, because i end up winning and they end up losing. yet, i still can't help to gloat a little inside when i win my bids. this is what i look like after i win my ebay bids.
i can't help it, i am materialistic at times but this is a material world and i? well, i am a material girl.
i can't help it, i am materialistic at times but this is a material world and i? well, i am a material girl.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
music is such an integral part of my life. almost everything i do involves music somehow. everywhere i go, i have my ipod with me. i sing loudly and quite often off-key to songs on the radio in my car. i sing and dance in my bedroom and in my shower. music is just highly important to me.
a lot of the time, i tend to associate songs with people or with moments that have occurred in my life. most are positive things, some are what could be seen as negative. as i was driving home today, i slipped in a cd i have purposely avoided for a while because of the negative connotations i held of it. there is a song that reminds me of an ex, that we sang together in the car numerous times, that we danced to once, that he held my hand to when we saw it live. as the song came on and filled my car with the yelping notes and painful lyrics that talk about forgetting someone and how they're gone, i finally felt good about the song. i sang along with it loudly and felt happy. gone were the bad memories, i felt happy. i claimed the song back for positive things instead of negative.
wow, how lame.
a lot of the time, i tend to associate songs with people or with moments that have occurred in my life. most are positive things, some are what could be seen as negative. as i was driving home today, i slipped in a cd i have purposely avoided for a while because of the negative connotations i held of it. there is a song that reminds me of an ex, that we sang together in the car numerous times, that we danced to once, that he held my hand to when we saw it live. as the song came on and filled my car with the yelping notes and painful lyrics that talk about forgetting someone and how they're gone, i finally felt good about the song. i sang along with it loudly and felt happy. gone were the bad memories, i felt happy. i claimed the song back for positive things instead of negative.
wow, how lame.
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