Monday, July 20, 2009

oh my cheese whiz

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they are clunky and big and i want them so baaaaaad. i just need to figure out if i can justify it being a hundred and twenty-eight smackaroos! that's pretty much what the bed frame i want from ikea costs! decisions a girl has to make.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

anirtak

anirtak aka my fave etsy person everrrrr is doing a giveaway this month on her blog and it's this massively cute elephant:

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sooooo basically, this means you need to go check out herr blog and etsy shop so i can totes win that cute baby and save up my money so i can buy the fork and spoon still before someone else snatches it up! or you know, y'all can buy it for me.

blog: http://elementnineteen.wordpress.com/
etsy shop: http://www.etsy.com/shop.php?user_id=4749

Saturday, July 18, 2009

note(s) to self...just to be safe

- don't listen to depressing music while already bummed. it exacerbates the problem that much more.
- lolcats are still the best thing the internet has to offer.
- make a bucket list one day
- be proud of yourself once a day for something
- find something about yourself you find beautiful
- don't ever be afraid of anything. the only thing to fear is fear itself.
- find the guys who invented the macarena and punch them.
- learn how to dance
- smile more

Sunday, July 12, 2009

boys

are funny creatures.

i just want one that will put the same amount of effort into trying to be involved with me as i do them. i don't ask for a lot of time and i'm not overly clingy. once a week is normally perfect for me. i don't demand attention or to be taken out or pampered. i don't get jealous easily and i try to avoid as much as drama as possible.

that being said, i just want things to settle down in my life. i want to find a decent guy that wants to spend a little time with me and maybe hold my hand and cuddle once in a while. hang out and have random adventures with me. smile for no reason.

maybe i'm asking for and expecting too much. love like the movies doesn't exist but i'm aiming for something awfully close.

Friday, July 3, 2009

i love this baby

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this little beast is known as burglar. she's crazy. she's my favorite thing about coming home at the end of the day. she likes to wake me up by ninja attacking my foot and headbutting my chin. i lovez her.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

stolen from the bessie; excellent mood and no reason for it

Are you dating the last person you talked to?
nope. single eagle and cool with it.

When is the last time you took a nap?
about a week ago but not for lack of trying

What are you listening to right now?
jenny lewis 'next messiah'

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my mom

What was on your mind most today?
cheese. not even joking.

Something that happened today that made you angry?
my aunt barged into my room while i was half naked. not fucking cool. my cha chas were out all willy nilly for a good five minutes while she stood there. oy.

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
both really. i'd rather not hide them because it builds up and makes me feel odd.

Do you wear makeup?
depends on the day

Are you missing someone?
yes but i don't know who it is

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
for the most part. there are some things that can't be given another chance. cheating, major lies, etc.

What instant messaging service do you use?
aim

Would you date/hook up with your brother's best friend?
LMAO, HELL NO. he makes fun of me and my boots. i want to punch him in the face.

What color is your hair?
brownish

Who was the last person you hugged?
the boys i babysit for. they give me hugs when they're really happy. i like it.

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
my aunt...while half naked.

What are you doing tonight?
either laying around the house or playing rock band with some friends

What did you do yesterday?
slept, went to lunch with my sister and her boyfriend, went to school for my midterm, went to dinner with my folks and watched some movies

Are you happy right now?
yeah, i am

Is your phone beside you?
in my pocket

Are you cold?
nope

First thing you do when you wake up?
roll over and push the cat away so i can go back to sleep sans tail in my mouth

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
depends on how tired i am

What do your friends call you?
jill, jilly, jillybeans, jitterbug, etc etc etc.

What is your pet's name?
burglar

Do you cry a lot?
not as much as i used to. people don't really how sensitive i actually i am but when i cry, it's epic scale.

Would you prefer to date a celebrity?
my idea of 'celebrity' is not like others so there's some band dudes i would not mind but i never would stand a chance so no

Are you good at keeping secrets?
depends on the secret

Do you participate in gym class?
dodgeball ftw

What are you doing tomorrow?
working and going to class

First person under 'F' on your cell phone?
fusian, hahahahaha

What would you do if your last crush came up to you and apologized for something they did?
think that hell froze over, jussayin

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
nope

Have you ever flirted with a friends crush?
no way! there are unwritten codes that say you never go after a friend's man. gosh.

Last movie you watched?
this japanese short called rattle rattle. it was dumb dumb.

Has anyone ever sang to you?
not really

If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
probably not. i'd get eaten by a goose or something.

What is your favorite color?
gray and pink

What color are your eyes?
hazel

Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?
my daddy the other night

Do you like your parents?
for the most part. i love them but sometimes we disagree hardcore.

Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?
sleep

How long does it take you to shower?
about five minutes. baths take longer.

Think back eight months ago, were you single?
when am i not?

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
about half the time

How are you feeling?
a little groggy, full from lunch but mostly content with my day

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
nope

What were you doing right before you logged into Myspace?
i never log into myspace anymore so i have no clue

Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?
i did a long time ago. now, it's an urn from nightmare before christmas.

Do you want to start over with anyone?
not really, no

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
blue cheese, yum yum

Do you like the night time?
i really do

Anything you would change about your life right now?
there's always room for improvement

Would you ever give your number out to a stranger?
i have before

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
and in parking lots. i have no shame.

Could you cry right now?
nope

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
sometimes when i think about my grandparents

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
not very often. i lack internal sensors.

Do you have an older brother?
yes and he's a complete douchenugget. last time i saw him, he put me in a headlock. i'm going to kick him in the jewels one day.

Are you okay with the life you live?
pretty much. i wish there was more spontaneity sometimes but considering what i have to do with my family, there's a lack of it and i'm fine with it for now.

Last person you told a secret to?
probably my-linh. i tell her everything.

Do you believe true love can conquer anything?
no prince charmings but there are people that come close

Do you like to take walks?
sometimes

Can you recall the last person you liked a lot?
of course

What would you name your future daughter?
i don't know

Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put your hood up?
hoodie

How much money did you spend today?
none but i need to get gas at some point

What are you sitting on right now?
computer chair

What's something you really want right now, be honest
to have a break, to have someone to cuddle and to have some pie

How do you feel about your hair right now?
i need to straighten it so i can go to work cos i look a hot mess

Do you talk a lot?
duh

Can you play pool?
yes but i'm not good

Who was the last person you shared a blanket with?
my-linh during the nba draft

Has anybody ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
once

Name something great that happened today.
i ate cheese.

Who was the last person's voice you heard?
my aunt's. it's not pretty.

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
this morning

Do you curse a lot?
fuck yeah, i do

Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
female

What are you not looking forward to?
i can't think of anything

Are you a jealous person?
not really

When was the last time you ate skittles?
easter?

Anyone you're looking forward to seeing soon?
every day, whoever i meet

Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad?
not really, been kind of bummed over some things but not mad

Do you ever hang out with people you don't like just because you are bored?
no! that's stupid.

Do you have siblings over the age of 21?
yes

What is your favorite kind of weather?
cold

Are you a loud person?
yes

Are you a fast typer?
yes but i'm what they call a chicken pecker. i only use two fingers.

Have you ever moved?
i think my total is four but i only remember three of them.

Do you usually write with good grammar?
I AM A STICKLER FOR GOOD GRAMMAR. it annoys me when people type horribly.